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| 02.28.04 (8:40 pm) [edit] |
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Scattered me..utterly and completely spread out like poor peanut butter . Living day to day as if i was a squatter ..but this is a rather tricky delusion because i am living it solely in my head, as if i am half disassociated from my physical body. How lucky i am...i am too lucky and God knows i NEVER forget !!!!! Rather, i ALWAYS remember!!!!! I say thank you every fuckin five minutes. And i really am thankful....for my room. For my family. For not having to worry where i should sleep, or crash. I mean, i am just too speechless and humbled by my circumstances as each day passes. More than i have ever been when i was a kid...a young, wild kid who took her parents and her nice house for granted a lotta times. Shit, never ever again....i have this unspoken silent secret with this house of ours....everynight as i ponder the utter comfort of my lovey bed (or how soft it has gotten, temporarily maybe) i loook up at the stars, out the window, and i whisper thank you. And i know that this will be ours, and daddy wont ever have to worry about providing one for us again. Hmmm.....
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